…after time to process and change perception, leads to enlightenment…

This is a follow up to my last post…

I’ve been told, by a few friends, that I’m more of an abstract thinker. There are concrete thinkers and abstract thinkers. Each style has the ability to mesh well which each other creating a very well rounded thinking process.

In my last post, I tried to tell a story using a more concrete style. Now, after time to process my experience, here’s my abstract thinking about it…

The transition to a new perception is challenging. It’s a deeper level of change. Creating a “muscle memory” or automatic response within yourself is difficult. Especially when external change is a challenge.

Knowing that there is sometimes multiple ways to reach the same outcome. I enjoy pushing that to explore learning and development. Trying different methods to create my own style. Figuring out what works for me and what doesn’t. My “old way” has been to model after those who are good at what they do, working with multiple teachers who use multiple styles adopting a mix to create my own style. Perhaps one of my obstacles, to personal growth, was to just “Go For It”…put my complete vulnerability out there.

I was not one to be afraid of making mistakes. Failure and mistakes is how we learn…I now realize that I wasn’t afraid to make mistakes in a “gentle environment”… however, making mistakes in an “Intense” and uncomfortable environment leads to a deeper enlightenment. That uncomfortable feeling when you’re in the “learning zone”. As we know, no growth comes from our comfort zone.

My first time teaching was also a learning curve for me. Realising that the instructors I worked with were teachers of the “Blessing of Contrast”. One was a gentle environment to help me with confidence loss created by the intense/uncomfortable environment.

I was also so focused on myself and my learning process that I failed to give adequate consideration for the Sams.

My intuition and ability to recognize/acknowledge others thinking style was subsided to be selfish. I’m a master of multitasking, externally, however, internal multitasking is an area of growth I long to develop. The ability to mesh my intuition with my “learning zone”…

Enlightenment…when I’m able to stand on my foundation, nurturing my confidence, while exposing my complete vulnerability to push/support my growth.

The first adventure of 2019, has been such a lesson in patience. I need to have patience with myself, giving myself permission to trust the process and keep doing the work. Patience with others that I cross paths with and learn from each one of them.

… hoping this upcoming year shines enlightenment on you all…Thank You for following us...

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