…a day of death and new beginnings…
Summer Solstice 2020 also brings added magic with a Solar Eclipse and New Moon. During the Solar Eclipse, some tribes believe the veil between this world and other worlds is thinner and the spirits of nature are more active and willing to make themselves known. Hence the building of Stonehedge to track the Sun and honor the power it has. During the Summer Solstice the sun is at it’s strongest and most powerful. As a Leo, the Sun is my “planet”. I know that the sun is technically a star, however all astrological signs have a “ruling planet” and Leo is assigned the Sun. Nature is always sending us signs, teaching/supporting us. During Summer Solstice there is more energy to guide/support us. As a Leo, I especially feel the energy. I needed the support on this day…
“Are you ready for a revolutionary new chapter? The summer solstice on June 20 — the longest day of the year in the Northern hemisphere — not only marks the beginning of a brand new season, but also a time when Mother Nature inspires you to tap into the divine light existing within you. The following day — Sunday, June 21 — a new moon solar eclipse will activate zero degrees of emotionally driven Cancer, and this supercharged astrological phenomenon will catapult you towards a whole new timeline, both on a personal and universal level. This naturally emphasizes the essence of Cancer — the moon’s dark shadow serves as a representation of the universal rebirth about to take place… Ruled by the ever-changing moon, Cancer is symbolic of the home, family, inner foundation, and emotional reality…” (elitedaily.com)
A new beginning as I “tap into the devine light…within me”, recognizing the power/strength I have. Through extreme hardships come the most valuable outcomes.
The elemental relationship between Leo and Cancer is Fire and Water…as all astrological signs are also assigned an element. The four elements are Fire (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius), Air (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius), Earth (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn), Water (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces). Each element having certain traits, however, as all elements make up the natural world, they are dependant on each other. Balance and relationship between Fire and Water can lead to extinguished fire (energy) and scalded water (emotions) therefore, I needed the extra energy to help me navigate the emotions on this day…
In Nursing school, I wrote multiple papers on euthanasia. It means “good death”…
My beautiful Big Dog, Jannali, was euthanized on Summer Solstice ( Saturday 6/20/2020).
She was responding well to the cancer treatment, at first, however the Osteosarcoma was aggressive and spread to her lungs. It also spread to her Lymph system traveling down her “bad leg” creating swelling/pain. It was ruthless and spread quickly. It was affecting her quality of life, creating pain, and she was not able to do the things she wanted to, her body wouldn’t let her. Friday, we played, ripped up stuffed animals, ate all the good things, and had the best last full day all together with Lauren and the team.
This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my life. I scheduled her euthanasia on this magical day as I knew I don’t have the strength…I scheduled an “at home” transition. Lap of Love, was most compassionate.
Being outside was one of Nali’s addictions, enjoying nature. Lauren, and I sat with her, in the grass, while Dr Nikki administered the meds. We surrounded Nali with so much LOVE and LIGHT. As the final medication was given, we sang her “puppy song” You are my sunshine…I’ve been singing this song to her since she was a puppy. The day started out cloudy and appeared as if it might rain. At the moment of her transition across rainbow bridge, the clouds parted, the Sun came out making way for blue sky. The rest of the team waited to say their final goodbye in the house until it was a good time for them. When the Sun showed Nali a special journey, Bee cried out. Revy, the Husky, was howling/barking along with a few from Levi, the Pomsky. It was intentional, magical, and peaceful. We lived the best life and she deserved a good death. When it was time, we brought the rest of the team down in the yard to surround her with their love and light. We told Nali if she wants to come back to us, we will look for her in a puppy. “Auntie and I will find you”…”Bee will find you”…”the team will find you”
Bee and I are doing ok…Last night was so hard! Our first night without her. I felt moments of strength sprinkled in severe sorrow. Struggling, and boo hoo crying most of the evening until the exhaustion of such an emotional day took over. I just miss her so much already!
I sincerely want to honor and acknowledge everyone who contacted me with support, kind words, Blessings, Love, Light, strength…Bee and I feel the Love and it is helpful. Thank You!
I will continue to blog and “Nali’s Adventures” will continue…
